Sourdough

Last year at this time I was activating a dehydrated San Fransisco sourdough starter. I wrote about it and kombucha on my other blog- Salt + Vinegar- Cultures.

It's a year later and my sourdough making is still going strong. What was once a tedious and sometimes arduous task has become a rewarding stress reliever.

Since I've started making sourdough we've moved from an apartment to a house. Our apartment was particularly warm- especially in the summer- and my starter would proof quickly. It suffered in the winter, however, and I found myself with small loaves despite thorough kneading. Once we moved to a house my sourdough consistency changed again and I realized I needed to actually think about my sourdough and handle it with more knowledge.

So here is how I handle it:
I always keep a jar of it in the fridge- when I am making bread I take 1/4 cup to feed for  bread and another 1/4 cup to feed and put back in the fridge. Anything leftover I put in my compost.
I leave my fridge starter out until it doubles in size then I put it right back into the fridge. The thing I've realized about having starter that's always in the fridge is that it takes longer to proof after feeding and more time to activate the gluten when kneading. Ideally I would feed my fridge starter at least twice a week. I don't but I should.
If you keep your starter in the fridge you have to feed it three times before you use it to make bread. I've started leaving my sourdough to proof for 12+ hours before I feed it again. In my apartment during the summer it would proof in four hours and in the winter about the same. In this cold house, well, it takes a while. Since my starter doesn't proof quickly I just let it do its thing and get to it when I will. I probably let it proof longer than I should but it makes a supple dough that's easy to knead. I also suspect it helps cut down my kneading time.
After my third feeding I keep my eye on it and when it has more than doubled I make my bread. This can take more than four hours. The instructions say you need to use it between 3-4 hours after feeding it to so the starter is active. Sometimes it takes three hours for it to get started growing so wait until I see rapid growth in a short time.

In the Cultures For Health video on How to Make Sourdough she said that it takes about 20 minutes of kneading to fully activate the gluten (Find it here- Cultures for Health- How to Make Sourdough).
When I first started making sourdough it took me between 45 minutes to an hour to get it. I would have to gear myself up for it because it was not how I wanted to spend an hour.
Now it takes me 20 minutes or less. I think it's for the following reasons:
- My starter is moist and I'm careful with how much water I add to the bread recipe: I get my dough just dry enough so that it doesn't stick to my hands while I'm kneading. Once I add all the flour the recipe calls for I don't need any more flour (not even on my kneading board).
- Longer proofing time makes my dough easier to handle (in my experience)
- I take all my pent up aggression out on that poor piece of dough

The lovely thing about our house is we have a wood burning stove in the basement. My husband would keep a fire going through the night during the colder months. I would place my dough a safe distance from the stove and leave it overnight to rise. It rose beautifully and was ever so fluffy.
We don't have fires through the night now but my bread is still rising nicely (if not as high).

As with everything, getting to know what you're working with helps you get the most out of it.

The best thing about making your own sourdough is buttering it when it's still hot from the oven. My son and I eat half a loaf for breakfast when I make it. It's the only time I'll go without protein in the morning.

It's a small thing but it makes life good.

Practical Proverbs

Proverbs is one of my favourite books of the bible. I've read Proverbs almost every day for over ten years now and it's carried me through high school, work, marriage, and now motherhood. There's always something new to learn and it's wisdom is for everyone, not just saved people.

Every wise woman buildeth her house: but

the foolish plucketh it down with her hands.

Proverbs 14:1

You're going to have to work hard to build your house and it starts with looking at yourself, your conduct, your habits, your priorities, and making the necessary changes. There are lots of proverbs from Proverbs I could share and it would all be incredibly helpful to a woman who is building her home. Today I'm just sticking with the three that have made the most difference in myself and my marriage. I hope they help you in some way.

Waste not-
The slothful man roasteth not that which
he took in hunting: but the substance of a
diligent man is precious.
Proverbs 12:2

A few years ago I was on the bus home wondering what to make for dinner. I read the Proverb for that day and came across this verse. I had some spinach at home that I really didn't want to eat but when I read this verse I determined to do something with it. I just used stuff I had at home and came up with a wonderful salad that will always be one of my favourites: spinach, strawberries, leftover grilled asparagus dressed with honey and balsamic vinegar. It was delightful and it still is.

I've come up with some really delicious dishes just by using what I have at home. You get to test your ability to cook, try new things, and be creative.

The last part of that verse tells us that people who work hard know the value of something and will put it to good use. Whatever it is be it money, time, food, materials- don't waste it!
By time I don't mean you always have to be doing something 'productive'. I find a good use of free time is taking a long and thorough shower. Most of my showers are rushed so when I can take my time and enjoy it, I do. On the other hand I am personally convicted that sleeping in is a waste of time. Sometimes sleeping in is necessary, needed, and part of a lovely relaxing day. To sleep in every day is a no-no because you'll have to hit the ground running and you won't stop until bed time. For me to get the most out of my day I have to get up before my son, do my devotions, and make sure I think about what I need to accomplish that day. I can tackle a busy day with a lot more equanimity when I've had an hour or more to sit quietly and gather my strength.


Haste not-
Also, that they soul be without knowledge, it
is not good; and he that hasteth with his feet 
sinneth.
Proverbs 19:2
Proverbs talks a lot about 'he that hasteth'. I always remember this whenever I'm ordering sushi. I don't get to eat it very much any more and my tendency is to get a lot of it and eat it all in one go. The problem with that is it can be costly but sushi is very filling right away but you get hungry quickly afterward. Now when I eat sushi I order what I like and take my time eating it- I enjoy it more, spend less, and stay fuller longer.
That's a very silly example but I hope it shows the point that doing things quickly, without thought of the consequences will cost you more than you should be willing to give. Many times I've made a decision quickly only to learn afterwards that I should've waited for more information. I've wrongly chastened my son because I've been too hasty to assume his guilt, I've spent more money than I needed to because I was too hasty thinking I needed something I didn't, I've said yes to things I couldn't commit to because I was too hasty to please.
I was at the book store one day looking at something I needed but it cost $40 and to me it really was not worth that much. I would have bought it anyway but I decided to leave it for that day and think about it a bit more. After a day or so of thinking about it I realized I needed it so I went back only to find one left and it did not have the protective plastic cover. It was in perfect condition otherwise so I brought it to the cashier to pay for it and when she rang it up it was $20. I got 50% off because I waited.
We don't need to rush anything. God is not in a hurry so we should not be either. The things He wants He will bring to pass and put in our hands. We just need to trust Him, walk with Him, and talk to Him.

More verses on haste:

He that is slow to wrath is of great understanding:

but he that is hasty of spirit exalteth folly.

Proverbs 14:29

The thoughts of the diligent tend only to plenteousness;

but of every one that is hasty only to want.

Proverbs 21:5

Seest thou a man that is hasty in his words?

there is more hope of a fool than of him.

Proverbs 29:20

A faithful man shall abound with blessings:

but he that maketh haste to be rich shall not be innocent.

Proverbs 28:20

He that hasteth to be rich hath an evil eye,

and considereth not that poverty shall come upon him.

Proverbs 28:22

Do good-
The heart of her husband doth safely
trust in her, so that he shall have no need of
spoil.
She will do him good and not evil all the
days of her life.
Proverbs 31:11&12
In my first year of marriage I began to look at everything I did and ask myself, is this doing my husband good or evil. It made the biggest change in my marriage. We can do our husbands evil every day and not notice it.
My husband told me to always put the fan on when I'm making bacon. I really hate the fan- it's noisy. Sometimes I'm just cooking two pieces and I really feel like I don't need to have it on. I turn it on any way because it's not what I think, it's what my husband told me to do and even when he's not home, I still need to listen to him.
Now, that's a very little thing but those little things add up to an attitude we have about our husbands. Do you really truly honestly respect him?
If you can't obey in the little things, what makes you think you'll obey him in the big things when the going gets tough? If you're constantly undermining him in the small things then something is wrong in your relationship with him. It may be that you can't trust them. If you do trust your husband- something you need to learn quickly is that you don't know everything and there must be a good reason you were told to do something a certain way.
Another evil has to do with your children. Someone I know told me that their parent's marriage the mother would always say bad things about their father to her children. That just divides the house and plucks it down. I want my son to love his father, to have respect for him, to obey him and I need to be the best example of that.
There's also the matter of training. I'd like my son to be well behaved but the most important thing is that he gets saved and lives in God's will. My husband trusts me to bring up our son in the nurture and admonition of the Holy Spirit while he is out working. If I fail in that I am convicted that I am doing my husband evil. My hope is to share the joy of our child (hopefully children) with my husband for as long as we live. I know things happen and life doesn't always turn out the way we hope it will, but I have to know that I did my best, that I prayed, that I followed the Lord, and that my son was given the absolute best opportunity to walk with God.
Verse eleven talks about trust. I want to do my husband good because I want him to safely trust me. It is important to me that my husband trusts me with absolutely everything and that includes knowing what to do when things aren't going so well.
I was trying to explain to someone a few months ago that when people are low- especially men I find- the best thing is to listen and only offer advice when they ask. Most of them just need to get their problems off their chest: they just need someone to listen. Saying 'it will be okay, God is in control' seldom makes them feel any better (even though those things are true). When my husband is low I just listen to him and give him physical comfort- like a big hug. I've learned by experience that's what works best.
The other day I made a comment to him that I shouldn't have. It wasn't rude or anything but it was just kind of a downer. I apologized as soon as I realized my mistake and he wasn't upset or anything (he told me I didn't need to apologize) because he knew my intent wasn't to make him feel bad. This is what trust does- it brings you to a place of understanding where you feel completely and utterly safe with the other person. You know their intentions are pure and when they make mistakes you are more understanding and forgiving.
This matter of safe trust takes a lot of work and I tore myself down many times before I finally got the hang of it. The way we react has a lot to do with it. If we're against them in our heart it will manifest itself in our actions toward them.
Doing evil does not just have to do with being unfaithful and trust does not just have to do with money. Those things run deep to the bowels of a marriage in those little every day things that make a world of difference.

Hodge Podge S'more Pie

A few weeks ago we didn't have any dessert in the house and my husband kept asking for pie.
Well, Jamie Oliver had posted this little video on Instagram:

A video posted by Jamie Oliver (@jamieoliver) on Apr 1, 2016 at 1:51am PDT

And since my husband is a huge fan of chocolate pie (chocolate pudding in a pie crust), I thought I'd give this elevated chocolate pie a shot.
I had to be strategic because I had limited ingredients but I managed to pull it off and the results were amazing. I used the following three recipes to bring a version of this pie together. I'm sure the original recipe is a thousand times better but you have to work with what you have when there must be pie.

 Yep, my pie wound up a little burnt- I left it a minute too long under the broiler, but it enhanced that toasted marshmallow flavour.

Even though there's a lot of parts to this, it didn't take long to put together. I used the following three recipes:
Crust: Blissful Blog- Greek Yogurt Cheesecake
I used this recipe because I make the greek yogurt cheesecake often (you should try it, it's delightful in the summer with fresh fruit and good company) and the crust is one of my husbands and my favourite things about it.

Ganache: Allrecipes.com-Chocolate Ganache
I used this recipe because it got a five star rating and I had exactly one cup of whip cream in my fridge. I only had 8oz of chocolate so I added an ounce of chocolate chips.

Marshmallow Meringue: Food and Wine- Hot Cocoa Frosting with Meringue Frosting
It took me a little while to find a recipe I could work with (I had a little more than a cup and a half of sugar). This recipe was the simplest I found and I had everything I needed to make the meringue. I'll definitely use this recipe again if I make this pie again- which I intend to.

Method:
1) Make the crust first and while it's baking, make the ganache.
2) When the crust is done and out, pour in the ganache.
3) Make the meringue.
4) Once the meringue was done I just plopped it on top of the pie and put it right under the broiler. It worked just fine but I think next time I'll let the ganache and crust set and cool before I add the meringue. I'm curious if it will make any difference.
5) I put the pie under the broiler for about five minutes. I managed to get it out before the meringue was too burnt- it had that yummy caramelized flavour. Next time I'll sit in front of the oven and take it out just before it burns.
6) Once out of the oven, let cool and set.

The rich chocolate is so satisfying against the crunch of the crust and the meringue, well, it's really sweet, fluffy, just like a toasted marshmallow.